At this point, every twinge and cramp is making me nervous. It's an odd sensation for me - I'm so used to assuming the best and only half-planning for the worst that I don't know how to function at this point.
I don't want to be negative, and I'm pretty sure that with the second baby, I'm supposed to worry less and not more, but it's just not working for me. When the nurses started saying things like, "We just need to monitor closely to be sure that you aren't getting sicker," it flipped a switch in my brain.
No appointments today - I'll be home and mostly on my left side. For once, I almost wish I was driving to Rome just so I could hear some good news, but hopefully the hospital will call in the next few hours with some. Tomorrow, Cheeks and I have a nonstress test at the doctor's office.